The emptiness is void of all emotions. A numb feeling that shuts down any sense of joy, angriness or even sadness. It is equivalent to floating in a vacuum. Silent and cold. It's still but unnerving. In a state of unshed tears and bottled emotions. It's a cracked mirror with no clear reflection - broken. Simply beyond repair. Maybe it doesn't even want to be repaired.
It's been in this state for so long it's like second nature falling into it. Blank expressions, not even the eyes tell a story beyond just existing. It's just all gone. Like a clean slate except there is no intention or desire to start over, turn a new page. It's like drowning in an ocean but not even realizing or caring that you're drowning. Blocking out noise, barely enough to tell that you're alive. That your surroundings aren't surreal and just some dreamless state that you're living in. It's ignoring the prickling feeling of loneliness and the lack of desire to do anything. It's a world painted in black and white with dimly lit lights.
꧁༺- // - 𝓔𝓵𝓵𝓮 <3 𝓐𝓱𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓪𝓱 -//-༻꧂
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