One day I’ll be sane but I’ll never be the same. Everyone’s blinded by the light of deceit and their too shallow to see more than what’s on the surface. They will never understand me and that’s fine because I’ll still continue to break inside. I’m falling apart at the seems and the smile that is on my face is slowly cracking showing the bits of sadness that lies beneath. Now my eyes are cold, distant and blood is on finger tips. I fade away into the rain as my soul evaporates leaving behind an empty shell. I know no one will miss me when I’m finally fully gone, they didn’t know who i truly was, not even my own self knew. We always go into things blindly and then it will be to late to run because we’re already in way too deep to the point that we’re drowning and there’s no resurfacing . I lost myself years ago and no one noticed but we all like to play the part and that’s what I did until my very last breath. ” Are you okay? ” If I was fucking okay would you be asking? No but you want to feel as if you did something to help so you still asked even though you would do absolutely nothing. And that’s what I feel inside, nothing. I’m as blank as the wall staring at you in your nightmares. – Elle
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