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Writer's pictureEllallriau

SIDELINES – poem

Hello my little sheep NOT goats. Apparently, according to a man on TikTok, goat is bad sheep is good because God said that put sheep to the right and goat to the left and what is on the left shall Castaway or something like that don’t quote me on it. I knew my ass said that I wouldn’t be posting for like 3 weeks BUT I did say that if I have time that I might post something. So last night a poem came to me to today you’ll are getting a poem. Enjoy and don’t call yourself no damn goat. I be seeing some Christian stuff on my timeline so I’m a leave a compilation below for you and some other videos, your most welcome. Byeeeee. ​

I sit there watching my own life from the sidelines There is no light in the darkness that surrounds me My body is just an empty shell there is no soul occupying it The actions from it are robot like and mechanical They say the eyes are the windows to the soul but in this body the eyes are emotionless, the windows are shattered into pieces and there is no soul

Everyday is just a breeze Nothing of significance is happening The days come and go like the flipping of pages unconsciously The mind is as blank as watching paint dry and there is little to no smile that is permanently etched on the face

No one notices the loneliness that harbors the pour nonexistent soul She is used to being alone and it is just a part of her People question why she is what she is But if they knew they wouldn’t care it is just the curiosity of human nature that gets them talking

Can one be this empty? She feels like there is nothing to live for but she still continues to live for the little hope that her feelings might change but deep down she knows there isn’t a possibility At night she enters a dreamless state To her, there is no point in dreaming because Mist times it doesn’t come true And if it does it’s not achieved by only dreaming

She has been let down so many times she is now unwilling to communicate she feels that it is just a waste of her time and energy for it never leads to anything better No one knows who she really is Maybe it’s because no one ever cares enough to try? Or is it because they have ill intentions? Once she looks into your eyes with that cold stare it’s like she’s looking into your soul and she knows your deepest secrets

In the end, she has come to the conclusion that people come and go and you can’t trust anyone She no longer desires to feel loved or wanted and she has accepted her date for what it is

¬ELLE

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